My poem my feelings... ;'(

Lynnie Lee felt empty... ;'(

Empty

Nobody understands this emptiness i feel,

hopeless, how long will i feel this way?
mindless, what? i'm sorry what did you say
anxious, i sinned, what will happen to me today?

worthless, what do i enjoy,why am i here, i forget.
overwhelmed,how long can i live like this?
up and down,i feel sad, i feel angry,i feel regret
questions so many questions, why do i even exist

antisocial, i love you, but please leave me alone.
desperation, i've tried everything, theres nothing i can do
too late, i am getting old, i am already grown
distrust, you will let me down, you only care about you

did they ever really love me, or did i just push them away? they said they did, was it true?

I know this isnt right but i cant control this, i know this isnt healthy, but what can i do?

i feel so empty sometimes, no emotion, no sadness, no anger, no happiness. just hollow, nothing inside, void of any feeling.
Empty